Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in Zappa{S-Ko}'s LiveJournal:

Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
2:14 pm	11: A Miracle(?) I've finally managed to get out of bed this morning, and without feeling dizzy or sick! I wasn't sure if I could believe that I had actually been peacefully sleeping but...The fact that I wasn't drenched in cold sweat like I usually am proved it. I actually felt energized, so I left the room and took a little walk around the house (I didn't go too far) Things seemed to be looking up for me, but as soon as I'd thought that, I went back into the house I saw the walls had been splattered with black blood. You think you can forget so easily? Never! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
5:00 pm	10: Oyasumi, Zappa... Hmhm...My little host hasn't been able to get himself to his journal lately, as he's spent practically all of his energy weeping over the crimes he's (let me) commit. Oh, the damage I've caused has left him so guilty that he doesn't even try to drag himself out of bed anymore. While this occurs, I'm having a delightful time plaguing his mind with recollections of the recent incident (also my greatest masterpiece) and other such images that leave him so wracked with guilt and fright that he might as well be comatose. ( To Megumi/any of the Whelp's little 'friends' ) Current Mood: Entertained (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
3:53 am	-09: Ignorance is bliss.- So I found that I've done something terrible thanks to this thing inside me...Now I feel sicker than I've already been; nauseous, shaking more, and completely lacking a decent amount of sleep. It seems hopeless right now...I really don't know if I'll ever get better at this point. I try not to worry, or be fearful, and lately I've been doing well...but this is too much to hold back, this guilt I feel...I can't stop crying now. At all! ...I'm so sorry, Megumi. What happened to you was all my fault because I wasn't strong enough to make it stop. I really wish it had been a nightmare. Current Mood: guilty (30 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 3rd, 2006
10:37 pm	-08: I'm awake..- Wh..what day is it? I feel like I've been sleeping for such a long time. Ugh...I feel so groggy and I just barely managed to get up from the bed I was left in. I remember Ms. Megumi bringing me here because I wasn't feeling well again, but...I also remember something that seems like...something I would never do. I hope I'm imagining things. Current Mood: severely frightened (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 18th, 2006
11:01 pm	-07: Mmm..- Who would have thought that a human's warmth could be so pleasantly sweet? Kekekeke... Hmhmhm..I won't say anything more, except that I had a WONDERFUL time tonight. Actually being human proves to be far more entertaining than just puppeting one. Current Mood: Deliciously safitsfied... Current Music: soft breathing... (6 Comments |Comment on this)
4:36 pm	-06: Not feeling too good...again- It's been a month already...? Ugh. What happened to the time? I don't remember anything that happened to be honest, just that people were screaming. ...I hope I didn't hurt anyone again. But now that I thought of it, it's probably going to come true ;-; Why can't I see straight? It's becoming hard enough to speak, let alone move. I think I'm back in England, but it's hard to tell. My stomach keeps churning, my limbs are aching, and even though I felt sleepy for a while, my heart won't stop racing. What's happening to me now...? Someone...please..help. Current Mood: Faint (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 5th, 2006
9:41 pm	-006: Return- Ahhh...I had a feeling that he would lose concentration. Once again, this sweet little whelp proves to be a fine host due to his utter lack of will.   The little fool actually thinks that he has a chance of being rid of me....Kekekeke, how deliciously hopeless and pathetic of him to dream such impossibilities.  ( Private to Little Megumi ) Current Mood: Triumphant Current Music: Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
2:48 pm	-005: Recovery (?)- Ugh...Sorry to those who Actually bother to worry were wondering where I've been. Lately I've been feeling a bit under the weather moreso than usual and because of it, I've been too tired to get to the computer. For some reason the headaches are getting worse (now they're MIGRAINES, which are too strong for my normal medication. x_X) and my body feels as though it weighs a ton. This makes moving around a bit difficult, but I've managed so far. I hope it doesn't get worse... I met a kind young lady in Paris (I have no idea how I got THERE) who was a big help to me when I was having one of my 'spells' (blackouts, I don't know anymore)I hope she's doing well (sorry that I can't remember your name, but thank you so much! T_T) The monitor's hurting my eyes...so I'm going back to bed and hopefully I won't wake up in a scary looking forest or something like that. -shudder.- Current Mood: tired (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
11:11 pm	S-Ko1: Finally.. The whelp finally decided to give up searching through this maze of darkness, thus collapsing into a corner shivering like a beaten dog. It was about that time that I decided to take control. He's such a pathetic little thing, but since I haven't a body of my own, I've found his to be rather useful. Weak as it may be, it has an astounding amount of flexibility. Soon I'll be dragging him out of this irritating castle. There isn't any sign of Axl here anyway so remaining here would be useless. Axl-ko...Don't try to run away. I will find you in the end, and I will bring wih me abject suffering of such a degree that even those with the darkest of hearts could never begin to imagine (27 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
11:42 am	004: Still here... To those who have actually worried about me: Thank you for your concern. I'm still lost in this castle and for some reason I've been taken to a..basement? It looks like I blacked out again...oi. Oh, and don't think I've forgotten about you, dear Axl. You know, a map would be really handy right now, or even a compass. ._. Ms. Fairy? Where are you? ;_; I don't like this place. [[Ooc: To differentiate between Zappa's inward thoughts and S-Ko's outbursts, I added italization to S-ko's sayings >> Sooo..Strike=Zappa Strike+Italization=S-ko ]] Current Mood: frightened Current Music: scary dripping noises... (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 17th, 2006
7:11 pm	-003: The strange castle- It seems like the more I look around this place, the more uneasy I feel. Why does it seem like I shouldn't be here even though this place is deserted? Ugh..my head. -faint.- Stupid whelp, if he doesn't want to find a way out of here, then I'LL do it for him. (17 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 16th, 2006
5:13 pm	-002- Well, my head isn't bothering me as much anymore, as I managed to get something for it. Hopefully I can go a whole day without blacking out again... This 'mashed-world' thing doesn't seem so scary to me now. I got to talk to Mr. Axl and he helped me a little by telling me what happens when I black out. ...Although I'm still having a hard time believing it. Mr. Kiske has also proclaimed me a threat, but I swear I'd never hurt anyone! I don't even know the first thing about fighting! Believe me, I'm not a scary person at all! (36 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 14th, 2006
1:05 pm	-001- It seems that I blacked out again. My head is killing me, but I don't have anything left for it. What the heck is going on now? All I remember is a flash of lightning outside the jail cell I'd been put in by Mr. Kiske, then there was another weird light and...that was it. I'm just going to hope this is a dream...My sickness couldn't have possibly caused me to randomly be taken from that cell to the middle of a city, that would be insane! Current Mood: confused... Current Music: Some elevator music...I guess. (30 Comments |Comment on this)